Seriously, as a grad student it seems as though there out countless set backs in my day. Canceled appointments, no-shows for appointments, papers due that I wait until last minute thinking it will be "easy" only to realize it's not even almost easy, work, balancing with family & friends, the whole nine yards....and yet at the end of the day I'm okay. And I know that the only reason that I'm okay is because God was guiding me through the process. The chorus of the song goes something like this:
This is the stuff, that drives me crazy,
This is the stuff, that's getting to me lately,
In the middle of my little mess, I forget how big I'm blessed.
This is the stuff, that gets under my skin,
But I gotta trust, you know exactly what you're doin'
Might not be what I would choose, but this is the stuff you use.
So on days like today when I feel like there's too much to do, or that I'm losing my head because I can't remember anything the way it should be remembered, I have to remember that there's a lesson amidst the chaos and a testimony in the test. And at the end of the day I still have much to be thankful for. God would never give me more than I could handle. I just have to get to the end of the day to welcome a new one tomorrow.
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