Day 30 – One last moment

Today, Christmas 2010, when I realized that I've officially joined the adult club. I no longer ask for trivial, fun things for Christmas (although they are sometimes much appreciated), but I ask for necessities (like socks) or practical things (like dish towels). And what's more is that I appreciate these things, whereas 5-10 years ago, I loathed practical, necessary gifts. It's a bittersweet moment to realize that I'm no longer trapped in between the childlike spirit of Christmas and the adult frustrations and stress of Christmas--I'm full blown stressed out. I'm not sure I like this!